If the feelings of despair, of wasted emotions and the
struggles of great endeavors could be captured and caged, then cremated, we
could possibly sleep easier.
Each day that passes I am frustrated if nothing has been
achieved, gained or moved forward, with work, life and relationships.
I must remind myself constantly whilst I go through this
period of banishment that this time is for reflections, a time to grow in
different ways, to change and to see things in a light I have never experienced
before.
When I re-emerge, that is the question ? will I be stronger,
wiser, better prepared for the next? and what is next?
From past experience the right and next step will present
itself, sometimes is appears boldly, and sometimes as a subtle shadow that once
seen grows in light, strength and clarity.
Exterminate the demon thoughts that trodden the paths into
cavernous gutters that can trap us for days before we can slowly climb to the
ridges where some perspective of our surrounds can be evaluated.
Short cuts or bold steps can't be taken without perspective
and hindsight. But we also need energies when these openings appear.
God give me wisdom, strength, determination in all of my
convictions, beliefs, desires and plans.
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